I read somewhere once we should try to live our lives more like a dog does.  

Moment to moment.

This is all fine a good but besides retrieving a bouncing rubber toy, what is Sophie's purpose?  The reason she gets up in the morning?  Of course she brings love and joy to my life but that's not what she sets out to do every day.  

I'm in a very transitional place and it's forcing me to be very introspective, digging deep to see who I am so I can figure out what I am going to do with my life.  In trying to do this I have deactivated my Facebook account, erased all the games on my iPad and pretty much stopped using my lap top.  Disconnecting is a very strange thing for me.  I have been tethered to my electronics for years and now that I have cut the so called cords I have to admit I am a little lost.  

I go to reach for my phone and there is nothing to check so I leave it sit on the counter.  I actually spent an entire afternoon not touching the damn thing one time.  That has got to be some kind of record.

I'll be headed down to Florida next week to check things out and see where I fit in down there.  A new chapter is opening up in front of me and currently it is blank.  I get to write it.  I just hope the words come to me.

Artist, dreamer, lover of life. Former gym owner redefining me.